I am sick and tired of failing. Failed to win JavaJive and failed my physical fitness test by 20 seconds. Sigh. Feeling damn low. Need to work harder now. I'm not as talented and as smart as some people think I am. I just work harder than anyone else. This is the last lap now, and I cannot afford to fail anything else. Shall start being hardworking once I'm awake from my slumber. Good night.